I was recently betrayed by someone I thought was a friend. It hurts! Ouch! Shit, Damn and Fuck it Hurts! And yet it is a gift that this happened. I have been given the awareness of an inner wound. I have seen a deep insecurity. I am injured. I have fallen and I can’t get
Rely on the Internal The journey from relying on an external source of love to relying on the internal source of love is a long and difficult one. It is fraught with dangers and traps. Many enemies will attack you and try to keep you from your goal. And yet this is a journey we
A note to myself from my Journal: Vivek, your path is long and has many pitfalls and traps which you yourself have set! It is not a random situation you find yourself in, but a consciously created lesson/test. You must prevail. See life from the perspective of it being consciously created instead of random, and
Little Vivek is tortured by his past, aching from his wounds, crying out for love and acceptance. He wants to know he is worthy and valuable, wanted and safe. He wants to know there is someone he can rely on. Yet his experiences denied all of this to him! His environment taught him very quickly
Love is Grand. Love is Fearless. Love is of the Heart. Without an open heart we cannot experience the depth of love available to us. If we have been hurt it is natural to protect ourselves. And we have all been hurt! Yet this protection blocks us from love. We must heal We must forgive
You have a purpose to fulfill upon the earth. It is important. You are important. Believe this! It may not seem so in the grand scheme of things. When you look at the world and all that is going on. When you look at the stars and see how small we really are! And yet
Life is always changing. Sometimes it throws big changes at us. This can cause us great turmoil. Certainly our fears and attachments are exposed. I often feel like I don’t want things to change. When they do (and they always do!) I get tense, frustrated and experience resistance. When this happens I have a choice.
Who I am now is but a step on the path of who I am becoming. I honour this step, but will not be too attached to it. I know in order to climb higher I MUST leave this step behind completely. Imagine being half way up a staircase and suddenly not wanting to leave
Do not let your fear stop you from celebrating life. There is so much richness available to you. Every moment is a potential work of art! Be the artist and allow great art to be created through your life. Fear will want you to stay small, to not take chances, to say NO when your
Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!